Title: inner seeker

Gender: Male

Age: 22

Sun Sign: Aries

Chinese Sign: Fire Rabbit

Location: San Diego, CA

OK
i guess i'll start from the beginning,
I was raised only knowing of Christianity but did not believe
I was born in 87 in pinnconing MI, while i was growing up i was what you could call a mommas boy i was a little different than everyone i knew, what people call an indigo child. I knew things most did not and since as far back as i can remember i always wondered why i am me, why am i in this body with this perspective,why do i have these parents, why is everything here and how. I did have my thoughts on the subjects but i thought how can i know this stuff when all of society says i am wrong. I thought ” i am only six years old and society is thousands of years old (i also figured everyone was as insightful and intelligent as me) so i must be wrong”. So when i was about ten i started to embrace what society taught and i became scientific guy i figured all could be explained away by chance and circumstance, so started the years where i became “lost”. I did lots of things that were not me but a persona that came about because i pushed away who i truly am. Then when i was 18 a good friend of mine gave me a book called “Be Here Now” and i felt like the book read me…. like it was written for me, it opened up possibilities and old thoughts things that i did not think other people thought.
So started who i am now, just the child me in an older body.
I started getting rid of the old me with the help of the inner me. At first i tried to get rid of the ego but it kept coming back i would reach such highs of euphoria for months then i would be back to the old me. Then after a few cycles of this i realized that the ego is a part of me and now with the help of the inner me i am changing the ego so we can both enjoy God,the universe,one consciousness and that brings us up to right here right now.

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